I cherish

…ajmal’s calls though I sympathize entirely with his wallet

…bedroom dancing, yep you heard it rite

..beginning my browsing chores with www.gmail.com just to see ‘0 mails’ in my Inbox

…being called ammukutti, chakkarakutti and their descendants

…being in love, in love with everything I have

…Divya’s pure and wholesome heart

…ice skating despite the bruises on my bum

…illayaraja’s music

…balaji’s sharpness

…Math

…mondays and fridays, for no reason that makes sense to others

…my 12th grade, wish I could eradicate that completely out of my life

…my eternal companion BOOKs

…my first thanks giving in Munich, somethings better not told

…my interview at Siemens, first ever in life

…my last day at Siemens

…not making to UC, Irvine

…people who give unsolicited advice

…Rischart’s (bakery in Munich) chocolate cake

…saturdays in WalMart, definitely proud that I m no shopping freak

…seeing my room a hell of mess after hours of cleaning, thanks to tart head’s visits

…shrimps the ones I make, something I can trust myself completely

…sleeping on the floor

…tart head’s fish fry and fish curry, by all measures

…the color of ice-creams than the flavour

…the day we had Annukutti

…the feel of Marina beach in the evenings

…the senseless fights with kuttan, all of them

…trying to flirt the very first time and ended up the guy crossing one extra space

…waking up a few minutes before my alarm goes off and glad to hit the bed again having a couple more minutes before starting the day

…walking the city center of Munich

…white roses

…writing a conference paper after screwing up my thesis, I m insane isnt it

…on a different note, an arbit post out of boredom

Hello one n all!

Is there anything worse than having a negative psychological behavior?

More recently, this is what I am beating around. I seem to develop this intution of making fuss out of nitty gitty things and get everyone (specially one that dearest) pisted off to their core.

I just seem to get so jealous and insecure everytime I m not happy about something. Heavens help me with my senselss judgement. I don’t want grumpy to be one of my personality traits for the rest of my life!!!!

Don’t know how does anyone get irked this way? I think it’s partly b’cause I m trying to simplify and get things straight and partly that I end up making a fool of myself …as if it was never enough to bruise my pride. Its alright to make a fool out of myself but not when I am irritating others. There are things bothering me more than they ever have.

Amonst all this, the only solace that I m still loved n looked after. A wish to acquire peace and camness is an admirable goal, offcourse.

PS: Let the Munichians rest in peace. Going home. Will try to catch some action from there. Take care and keep me with you always.

Walked 2 yrs…

To begin …I had my Graduation Ceremony yesterday. Lets have a toast for the event. Now, officially I am a high-level graduate of the leading program, Master of Science in Communications Engineering (no kidding I am certified).Hmm… I don’t really like calling it a graduation ceremony because it didn’t really feel like graduation. May be a very formal event which I think is much more appropriate. We had a nice address from the president followed by a presentation on Microwave Engineering which was pretty boring actually. They served us sandwiches. It was a pretty lame thing to do, sorry for my guest friends.

Somehow, everything felt much like an event ‘I must do’ instead of an ‘I want to do’.

It felt a little sad that I m not a student anymore. Anyway, the MSCE program was an exciting transition into foreign education system …the irony is I was never sure about coming to Munich. I will miss the classes, the discussions we used to have the night before exams in my kitchen and most importantly working in the lab late in the evenings.

The real hard work begins… Now what? Time to enter the real world.

PS: Killing time. Sorry for any nonsense …I m out of my mind.