MasterPiece

I must confess Pride and Prejudice captures a love story so true to life.

And the TV adaptation by BBC can never be better in any measure. Coming from Jane Austen, the dialogues are beautiful, the characters are uniquely handsome, music is fine and the serials hold your interest unlike anything so captivating known.

Indeed it is undoubtedly my most favorite romantic tale ever.

Strange doors

Starting with the post, I feel suddenly I have lost everything I had in mind of what to write.

There is much to say and here I am nearly unable to write. So there isn’t anything worthwhile to read today. Again my self esteem hasn’t been to its higher up the past couple of days.

Things are a little sad today. Just so you know, I am opening all strange doors these days… it is a new disposition of mine. I am quite all the time. The urge to talk seems to have disapparated into hiding. Almost always thinking aimlessly (can thinking be aimless?).

I am simply overwhelmed by the numerous thoughts… it is not about thinking anymore but thinking about thinking… thoughts about thoughts. Thinking in a different way to say nicely.

Everything has me questioning about everything. It is like I want to pause and reflect on things I was taught to believe. Either I am too idle or I am loving to escape into the oblivion of absentmindedness. One or the other, my activities haven’t been any productive as well. I actually don’t know what leads what… me being in the so spirit of not doing anything or not being able to do anything driving me to the edges.

Absentmindedness does so striking things. Like today at lunch I dropped my tray. Honestly I don’t know how it happened. The other day a friend offered me some cheese and it tasted like fresh spinach. Again honestly I don’t know what was I thinking.

There is something I don’t know whether to write or not. I usually don’t ponder over proper behavior and similar netiquettes. Well at least I have never given a serious thought to it.

Perhaps I am yet to cultivate many qualities. I had been completely full of myself and as told ..rather stubborn and having no worthy consideration for relationships. In fact it is heart warming saying it aloud here and it even sounds good.

I have to start home now ..with no interest even for a keepsake. Good night you all.

It started snowing again heavily here.