My platonic attraction :)
My life presently is defined by moments of waiting ..waiting for nearly everything from furniture, internet, telephone (internet being the premium). I hate waiting and all I have on my plate is WAIT ..in big and bold. 
I haven’t been able to do nearly anything. Everything is frustratingly going in circles. The past one week I had been repeatedly calling up regarding my Internet and Telephone and the same I am repeatedly being conveyed to one from the other. Ahead of all, getting connected through the hotline number is a big feat. Only if it could help… they vex me to the core.
To give offense, today I faced the knowledge that I, personally have to first get the DSL socket fixed and then await their services. Now how does that ring? My nerves had been on a tight leash. And the service personnel set them loose. I was head over heals in appreciation of the guy the first time. I am sorry for today dude. Anyway it is all your fault… you could do things the same nice way you talk. Whatever the crusade made me feel a little better. 
I have been so tangy with everything and towards everyone ..especially Amma and Annukkutti had to sit through most of it.
Well this wasn’t something I had intended to write. I wanted to register my growing interest towards a colleague at work. It is certainly one among the best things getting to know him. The vigor he has for his age outdoes any other of the kin I know. He is unusual and special. He is on vacation for one month and his absence makes me feel the difference ..his company claims attention. And given the flatness I am starting to feel with all the very people I meet lately is only increasing the contrast.
I am beginning to feel really strongly about our friendship ..yes that is all is to it unfortunately. Though I can’t deny the fact that once or more it did occur to me perhaps I could have been born 20 years earlier or he 20 years later. I wonder whom all I have for friends. 
What flusters me more than my attraction is my parents reading the post tomorrow!
<something on personal front>
How would one decide to love some one? I mean how do we start loving others? All the people (not considering my family) I have known and have come to love are extremely good and agreeable for doing so. But given merely just that cause and asked to love ..I wouldn’t. I am far from loving them. So where/what are the choices?
Amidst, this also stands true that without them possibly life wouldn’t have been as happy and happening as it was and is. May be that is all the difference and I am blind with too much intuition of reasoning. In the end, I am glad that I never had to consider any such choice.
</something on personal front>
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I think that we’re increasingly getting to the point where being told “you just have to like this person” does not work for us. Our parents did it when they married people they didn’t even know, and lived with in laws that they didn’t necessarily like. Things are drastically different now and living away from home and family makes this willfulness more and more possible to get away with.
That said, it’s always lovely to have someone you can look forward to spending time with. The magic of waiting when they aren’t around, and the heady rush once they are back are unparalleled. Platonic, or otherwise
I pity Annukutti… God save her plzzzz
When did you started seeing AGED guys… May b ur lookg someone of ur age, I can understand
Be ready for the call frm Appa
When I learn the trick of deciding, I will let you knw
~Njan
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~Ms. Tic
Yes ..true.
But I guess even parents, thanks to their own experience are adjusting to the point. Though not entirely! Not yet!
~CM-Chap
It is a mental distress to learn that you are friends with a aged lady ..illea