While I am at it..

That is in the spirit of blogging! Yes I surprise myself with such revolutionary feats.

Had a nightmare last night. I woke up to the plummeting thought that my birthday is only less than 2 months away. I happen to be aging at a striking speed. Nearly a nightmare.

Just yesterday was I telling there isn’t anything I would lose sleep over. Have to be careful with what I let out.

Had I stayed in India like all my friends, been serious about placements.. I would have a high-class job (ok I am not whining about the present one). Well in India I definitely will have more people to vent about my high-class job. I would have met some nice interesting chap and singing a love story. Just like in Bollywood. We would be discussing our lives and future in some road side dhaba. Just like in 2 States. A happy ending and over.

I didn’t want to settle for anything ordinary save a queen size life. Everything would have been very different in India. And everything is very different in this side of life too. For now live-it-up-in-style is the catchword.

But the night was fun. My roomie was awake too. We cooked in the middle of the night. Tuna fish and a good big piece of cake and later played cards till morning.

@ loved ones.. your wishes are finally granted. Decided to make your wallets a lot lighter with my approaching B-day.

The inside reflections

Talking to you today… you touched a raw nerve… the straw that broke the camel’s back.

Now I wonder if what I wanted was to talk. I know the thing I need to do is to go on. Yet I hesitate if only in my own mind… tired (sometimes thoughts are exhausting) to understand and believe it.

Thanks to a lazy day and an escaping mind!! You couldn’t otherwise possibly get away with posting anything useless.